One month after my arrival in St. Moritz and starting a job I can tell more.
It has been a hard month which should not wonder anyone. All beginning is hard. For me it was even harder. At the beginning I though that I did not like the job as such: the role, the daily tasks. I just felt that unpleasant lack of motivation to start a new day and kind of anxiety and fear of going to work.
Than I understood that I do not enjoy working with my boss and his attitude towards me (treating me like a shoo girl and asking me to take notes of everything (he) says and than to organise them clearly; accusing me of not listening and being reluctant to learn what the others were trying to teach me and saying that he felt as if I was laughing at him and that I was not loyal etc.). It had taken some time before I stopped accusing myself or looking for my fault and remarked how I was treated. What is more, two weeks after me starting that job in that company I was informed that our little team of three + TL was going to taken over by the other company to which my TL had already outsourced many services. I was informed that not much was going to change, but we would need to quit this job and sign a contract with that other company. This alone shows how unfair and dishonest the TL approached to me. It is sure that 2 Months before, hen we were having the interview, he was aware of that change to happen. But he did not bother to give me this information.
What concerns the loyalty... Does he even deserve it? Does the person who asks you to lie deserver loyalty?
There are quite a few such situations that I did not enjoy. There will be more for sure. This is why I started to look for a new job. Started 10 days ago, as soon as I get my internet access. But this weekend is lost... Scheisscom again is failing to provide me with the Internet...